"The familiarity is astonishing ... by Luana"
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- Created: Saturday, 22 June 2013 23:30
- Written by Alecomm2
I am also a mother who has been victimized by the system. the paperwork does not even match up however apparently a judge who is known to discriminate in cases they claim mental illness, is not finding the need to either enforce her rulings of visitation, or uphold the integrity of her court by way of not accepting things that do not match up in paperwork.
My court appointed lawyer told me they have nothing but will win and all we can do is poke holes for the appeal.
As of now neither the courts nor me know where my children are and all claims are based that I have a mental health diagnosis.
I have done everything they have asked, endured threats from cps, and even refused to even consider going back to my abuser and while I did not make enough and in this economy with them constantly having been moving my visits around any time I got a good job that promised to be stable and wanted me long term, I lost it because I put my boys first.
They have never worked for re unification and are using police reports(the claims of them) that do not even exist.
They are not even claiming any sort of abuse having actually happened, just that it will and that since I have a mental health diagnosis, I will. I myself need help and since I am not rich and poor enough to need a court appointed attorney, I am studying myself and have studied enough that if the motions themselves and navigating the system didn’t cost more than I could afford even for one, I would have already handled this myself. However as i know little I would have wanted an advisement or someone to help advise which still would have cost more than I could ever pay.
I will keep fighting. because of this on top of my PTSD, I now take anti depressants because I have developed situational depression. Because my greatest treasure is not here.
They denied both godmother and godfather anything to do with the boys, and have at every turn not done anything to put us together… they at this point are legal child trafficking. and in my case its even worse because I am still cleaning up the mess (even at age 24) from when my grandmother yanked me through the mental health system. out here we have by far, an atrocious mental health system. at one point my pcp had said I was not diabetic but my mental health site refused to change it because one person on their staff wrote it, after I denied it, because I am over weight. This person was fired for falsifying others however they did not correct this until a year later and only after they had personally tested me for it many times as apparently my pcp records were not enough for them. So I have to call and advocate both sides. It hurts.
Every right I have has been violated and I have not even been treated as a human being. Because of my religion they say I believe all these outlandish things and the moment my religion was stated on the stand it was apparently, some confirmation of everything even though it is not! I DO NOT BELIEVE THOSE THINGS!!!
I have searched because they made me feel so crazy with the way they treated me throughout this case, but my own search has yielded only speculation at some points but never any actual crazy and really just me being normal but just feeling crazy because the entire situation is crazy. I have decided to become a lawyer one day specializing in family law and specifically, minoring in juvenile law as they apparently like to put juvenile judges like mine on family law cases and vise versa.
In my state they play a game of mix and match. They have too many cases for the family courts and take it to juvenile. My case is considered both. My boys are two and three. I will never give up on them however I will one day become something that is out of CPS’s worst nightmares.
My state has some of the most screwed up laws for cps in the nation. Adding this is statistically a horrible state for mental health care and its even worse. I live in Arizona. The judge handling my case isn’t even a judge who should even be on the stand and any time I have tried to ask for help, people see the claims of mental health and don’t look closer. The dirty tricks they have played, the threats and the lies… even saying on the stand I signed paperwork willingly before my children were taken… but I did not and a police officer was called and present without their being a warrent, however the records of it do exist.
I have to sit through all the claims and excuses… it takes so much just to raise enough of a fuss for one investigation to happen. even the lady who was conducting the internal investigation has told me that if these things happened their was a system in place and the judge, my lawyer, the supervisor… she listed all these people who coulda, woulda, shoulda… but they never have. Thats the problem. people have just stood by and let this happen and even participated in it.
By the law, that is a felony, however my lawyer already made it perfectly clear that even when a cps worker commits purgery the judge will not go after them. I have looked and tried to find help and… its all a mess. I will not give up. I can prove many things about my case and my lawyer guarantees the judge regardless of whats actually in the paperwork, will rule because of her bias nomatter what and thus, we are merely working to make an appeal easier to win. “poking holes” she calls it.
I would rather win and have my children home as soon as possible. my lawyer does not allow recordings or photographs into my case because it will piss this judge off apparently to have the evidence submitted. I am not the first nor will I be the last but i will do my damnest to save my family and then save others to the best of my ability. this needs to stop. (Source : http://exposingtherecord.org/4006/child-abductions-this-is-how-easy-it-is-for-the-government-to-seize-your-children/)
